Remembering that it’s more than enough

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Change. It can be be good; it can be bad – but it is inevitable. This is my first, very late post of the new year. The new year, and the new school year. Life has a way of getting in the way, but I hope to be more intentional with posts. Coming back to school after Christmas, or Winter Break was so difficult this year. I’m not sure why it was so much more difficult than usual. So, I thought it might be nice to reflect. . . 

I have been going through my files, sorting through images so I can catch up on posts. I found a folder with some random pictures of my students working the first year I moved over to the classroom I’m in now to teach art. The room was. . . less than inspiring. Trashed furniture, bare floors and walls, no personality. It was really daunting. But somehow, through sheer determination, hard work, and the inspiration of my lovely art students’ creativity, I muddled through. 

I love the image above. You can see the classroom, how it was — the “Yo Mama” on the locker, the bare ugliness of the room, the concrete floors — and in the midst of this a student intent on her creation. Despite my newness, the physical surroundings, and all of the other impossibilities I, as a teacher, and she, as a student, had to surmount every day, she is in the throes of a divine creation, and I am inspired one more time.

And it is enough.

Enough, and more than enough!

Something to share…

I had the opportunity to attend CREATE 2014 this past summer in Knoxville, Tn. It was really fabulous. I thought I’d share what I created in a workshop there. We learned the art of Sumi-e painting (Japanese ink painting.) It made me think of a cartoon my oldest used to watch on PBS, Sagwa. About the cat who painted beautifully with ink? During this conference I was grieving the loss of a dear friend, which made its way into my art.

Sumi painting

Found paintings…

Silent

I found these two small paintings hanging on a narrow wall upstairs in my grandparents’ bedroom a few months ago. I saw them and thought, those look familiar; where did they come from…? and realized I had painted them a long time ago, between 20 and 25 years ago I’d say. Watercolors…not really my thing, I think (my mother’s thing, more). But I sort of like them. They’re just simple, and quiet, dark, calm.

Waiting